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"Let me apologize to begin with.. Let me apologize for what i'm about to say.."
'cause my heart can't decide

It was snowing for 3 days (Monday-Wednesday / Sunday-Tuesday) in Seattle! I have a short term memory, I can't remember if it started on Sunday or Monday. Finally I made my first snowman ever LOL. It stopped snowing since yesterday.. or the day before yesterday I forgot lmao Will the snow come back on december? Oh well it would be fun to play but on the other hand, it's not really fun for someone like me who doesn't have a car ): The bus schedule was changed the bus route was changed. Hell. But thank goodness Ted was kind enough to drive my sister and I to places where we want to go to (:. Thank you Sir!

I was disappointed when I heard from my teacher that not all of studio art classes will be able to transfer to other art school. & Now I have to rearranged what classes I should take for winter classes. GAAAHHHH~

I am not sure whether I wanted to transfer in state or out of state school. I like it here. It's really comfortable and I love the family that I got in here. They are al nice. However, I seriously want to travel the other part of USA. It would be really sad if I have to say good-bye to them ): I still have 6 months to think about it, or probably shorter than that..

Hope everyone had a sweet thanksgiving day ❤


Have a nice November & December ❤

~A

Currently I am working on my cardboard project.

I decided to make a chair.

It's pretty much done.

I just need to add more details.

Hopefully next week won't rain at all.

I will put it outside of the building.

so.. yeah please don't come, rain!

uneasy feeling

only you can hurt yourself the most. only i can hurt myself the most.
a moment's thought could bring me not only joy but also tears.
tell me why i can feel the beat of my heart when i don't want to feel it?
tell me why i can't feel the beat of my heart when i want to feel it?
teardrops on my pillow ~
may i just laugh at this? no..!

i love you
i will always love you
but i don't deserve you
is it my decision to say that?
i dunno ~

Do you feel happy when you see someone's smile?
Or maybe someone important to you?
I do (: Their smile are everything.
I'm happy when they're happy

「I Love Your Sweet Smile」
「私はあなたの甘い微笑を愛する」
「Aku cinta senyuman manismu」





Currently I'm listening to Mika Nakasima's song called Sakurairo Maukoro.
LOVABLE SONG!
in my opinion,
This song is about love that you always want to protect no matter what.
Love that you always want to keep until the end of your life.
You will always love this person even though you can't have him/her.
I can listen to this song again and again and again.
Never feel bored of this song. hehehe





I think love is beautiful
It's true that love could make someone beautiful
i always want to look beautiful in front of the person that i love
don't you? lol
His smile will always be my smile
He will always be my smile


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